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My dear friends...
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I want you all to read this:
I want you all to be happy with yourselves even if you feel at the most bottom pit of your lives. I know how it feels to be neglected by people who you want to be noticed by, to think that people hate you, and to think that you are not good enough, well here's what I have to say. You are worth something to me.
You are all wonderful people for the much that I know you and you all have impacted me from the day I introduced myself to you. All the talents and all the art on DA was something I was blessed to be sharing with you and when you feel down, I feel down too. Not because I feel the same way, but because you are. That's how much I feel that I care. I even cry at night when you all try to give up. You have a talent and I believe you all have a talent bestowed by God.
I want to say to the broke hearted friends of mine that you are far better than anything and I get upset when you say that you are not worth it. You are worth it, you are worth the tears that fall from my face when I try to think of solutions at night. You guys have no idea how much I love you all
Since I don't say it much and because I felt it had to be said, I want to say "I love you" In the most sincere way by the display of a journal. I wish to be online often and wish to know you all in person, but I only know you online and I know this probably won't change anyone, but it did change me. I leave you with this heartfelt message and I'll say goodnight to you all.
Gabpiano
I want you all to be happy with yourselves even if you feel at the most bottom pit of your lives. I know how it feels to be neglected by people who you want to be noticed by, to think that people hate you, and to think that you are not good enough, well here's what I have to say. You are worth something to me.
You are all wonderful people for the much that I know you and you all have impacted me from the day I introduced myself to you. All the talents and all the art on DA was something I was blessed to be sharing with you and when you feel down, I feel down too. Not because I feel the same way, but because you are. That's how much I feel that I care. I even cry at night when you all try to give up. You have a talent and I believe you all have a talent bestowed by God.
I want to say to the broke hearted friends of mine that you are far better than anything and I get upset when you say that you are not worth it. You are worth it, you are worth the tears that fall from my face when I try to think of solutions at night. You guys have no idea how much I love you all
Since I don't say it much and because I felt it had to be said, I want to say "I love you" In the most sincere way by the display of a journal. I wish to be online often and wish to know you all in person, but I only know you online and I know this probably won't change anyone, but it did change me. I leave you with this heartfelt message and I'll say goodnight to you all.
Gabpiano
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10 free sketches (9 open :D)
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Edit: I only will do sketches to those who actually talk to me and are active watchers, which are very few. Also you don't have to write the journal and just ask ((again if you are an active watcher))
stolen idea from 
"I will sketch the first 10 people's characters to comment on this journal WITH their character's reference. In return, I ask that you offer 10 free sketches in your own journal~
I hope this is obvious, but this is for watchers only!"
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((It may be a little while before I post them up so be patient but I will get them done and such XD Hopefully I get takers XP))
Gab 
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I am so sorry
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Hey, if you all were wondering, I am going to be alright.
I have noticed all the support on my page and the journal that I recently deleted and I want to say that I really am sorry. I don't want to hurt you all again. You all are my friends and it was rather selfish of me to say that I was being jealous of really minor things.
I am sure that you all were tired of hearing me complain about little to no feedback. I should have been more focused on making more art to show what I am capable of than to complain about something like that. I know that many of you are facing a similar problem like me and I am sorry to be the burden and stress to all of you. I really should be more humble than to seek for more attention.
On another note, I will like to soon open up art trades. I will post a journal up soon when I feel like it. at this moment, I will make sure that you all receive the support you need from me. I want to thank you all again for being supportive.
Gab
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need new journal XD
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I needed a new journal because the other one was just too damn depressing and I want to change the mood of my page and make it more lively
sad journals
tag line change
and terrible critique on a new piece of work ((of mine))
I am alright and well and I am just still trying to be a better person though I wasn't doing that really well this morning over the fact that I was beating myself up over something about my car, but I am quite alright. I will need your help though to make it happen.
I want to be a better person to you all and if you see any of the following:
sad journals tag line change and terrible critique on a new piece of work ((of mine))Please by all means slap me ((internet wise)) and tell me to snap out of it, I am still trying to confront my sadness of the last couple things I have done and sometimes, I am too childish to come up with solutions myself. So if you can help me with that, thank you C:
Now to do some arts and stuff XD
Gab
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I saw the light...
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I am not dying no, but after trying not to cry and breaking down at work. I think that in the end, I was being selfish to you guys this whole entire time.
I really didn't mean to put the ones who loved my artwork and all the people who I hold dear to my heart hurt with the thought that I was going to deactivate. I was really depressed because of my stubborn nature which I had since senior year of college and that I personally got a bit snippy with a couple people which I shouldn't have been.
For the most part I am a weak and very sensitive person and anything that hurts anybody who I care about hurts me even more. I am sorry if I haven't replied to all of you on the last journal, I just didn't want to reply and later get a breakdown from all that I wrote. Everyone who had written on there had something to say and I took them all to heart. I really need therapy or something because I think I have gotten a little out of hand with myself.
Another thing I want to apologize to 
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for being put on the hot seat every time I get all angsty and you three especially don't deserve all the crud I put you through. I really love you guys and my watchers who probably all don't watch me because of this angst.
and for being put on the hot seat every time I get all angsty and you three especially don't deserve all the crud I put you through. I really love you guys and my watchers who probably all don't watch me because of this angst. I think God gave me some common sense today and I am not going to deactivate because of a few mistakes. I wish I could make it up to you guys but I don't know what to do though :C But maybe some art will do the trick C:
Thanks and love you all
Gab
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